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Lucy’s Essay
- by Lucy DeLaurentis

The camera has no choice but to capture her face. The entire three-and-a-half by five photograph contains nothing but her face. It is as if the camera knew that the only way to accentuate her features was to enlarge them. Her giant, powerful, dark eyes express control. Her puffed-out cheeks reflect happiness. The tilt of her head reveals charm and character. It’s her hair that defines beauty, her shiny, chestnut hair that immediately draws the attention of those that knew her; the hair that in just a few months abandons her head and never returns in quite the same way as it once reigned.

The picture doesn’t show how much she loved her hair. By the time she was old enough to have strong feelings on her appearance, the hair was gone, and she stated that she was ugly. I always thought she was beautiful, with or without her hair. Her self-confidence streams through the image, and it’s almost possible to see the wind blowing wisps of hair around her face. She doesn’t bother to remove the hair in the picture; she simply lets it hang around her. Her eyes firmly but kindly imply that it’s better that way.

         Her cheeks puff out like those of a triumphant chipmunk’s; each wrinkle harboring furtive joy. She looks so happy that it evokes serene happiness and comfort in the viewer. The shading of her pale skin shines brightly against the background of sand and ocean, even though her cheeks occupy most of the picture. The unusually large size of her cheeks creates an almost square-shaped head, reminding me of a Sesame Street cartoon. The crinkle stretching from the corners of her nose to the tips of her lips mirror the arches in her eyebrows. Her shoulders are scrunched up like an excited child’s shoulders tend to do when she’s smiling for a picture. The ensemble of scrunches and arches in her face and body highlight the upbeat and eager energy surging from her facial and body expressions.

            Those darkly almond-like eyes bore into the viewer, sparkling in a playful way. Her eyes beckon viewers; they beckon me constantly. Their shape, their color, their allure: these all compose the irresistibility and control of her graceful face. It’s this face that overpowers the tiny beach house far in the background, proposing the idea of people before property. It’s like she’s trying to sell that idea at only two years old.

                The strands of her hair couldn’t frame her face any more perfectly. Soon she will lose that beautiful, long, thick hair. Soon her eyes won’t sparkle in quite the same way. Soon a dark purple color will consume her left eye. Soon the unique charm and grace will fade a little, change a little; but not yet. She illuminates here; every feature of her has a flame that glimmers and captures the viewers and holds them in place for just a bit. That face in the picture knows that no one can merely pass her by. She smiles, even smirks, at the camera, so we think; but she smiles at the control she has over the viewers: she smiles to herself. Right now, she knows she’s beautiful in every way. She emits, evokes, and earns love—and happiness.